Wednesday, December 15, 2010

The Two Week Wait

The two week wait is probably the longest two weeks ever. It must be how children feel it takes for Christmas to come again each year. I try to be patient as I wait to be 10 DPO (days past ovulation) because that is when I could test, if I wanted to. The excitement of getting the test out, feeling ready, and then waiting for that second pink line to appear. When it doesn't show I just feel a sinking in my stomach. During the past few months I have tried to wait to test because the disappointment is just too great but the hope inside me takes over and I find myself peeing on a stick again.



This morning my temperature dropped and I started spotting. I am 13 DPO. I felt sad all day long. However, if this is the end of this cycle I'd like to get another started so we can get to the good part. I just wish I knew exactly what it was I should be doing in order to make this happen.

3 comments:

  1. I Know how you feel, for 11 months I have been doing the same and last month I just stopped, couldn't do it anymore. I feel a bit better at not checking my temps and peeing on sticks for 7 days a month checking my OV. I think sometimes one needs to take a break to get ones sanity back.

    I wish I knew what it was that I need to do too!

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  2. I've been trying myself as well. I've been patient but sometimes it's just... I don't know. I've been to my doctor and he tells me the same thing. Guess we'll just have to wait, take a break and who knows we'll be lucky tomorrow. :)

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  3. Taking a break sounds like a great idea and I have actually been thinking about that lately. Maybe I will.

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